Well, what can I say? I'm an average....and when I say average I do mean average.....18 year old girl who's half and half and have just graduated high school.
I like many things, including, but not limited to, reading, writing, fantasy, fiction, fanfiction, music, eating, sleeping, going online, k-pop, and j-pop, the latter two of which I just got into about half a year ago.
Contrary, I dislike many things, including fish as food, homework, boredom, etc. I can't really think of anything right now.
I am a procrastinator, like 99% of everyone out there. I've gotten better at it but still....it's horrible. More than half the time I'm bored and have absolutely nothing to do and I would rather stay bored and just lie there on my bed then start on whatever crap I need to do. Despite this, I hate turning in things late because it makes me feel stupid. So, even if I spend hours on it, if it's late, I won't turn it in. But as I've stated earlier, it's getting better.
When I am obsessed, I'm OBSESSED. Example - As I've just gotten into k-pop, especially, DBSK and I've been fangirling over them for the past four months! I'm slowly starting to lose the obsession, but I'll always be a fangirl! I actually don't remember their exact birthdates are anymore but i come pretty close. Such As, Jaejoong, the oldest, was born in January of '86; Yunho, Leader-ssi, was born about 10 (?) days later in February '86; Yoochun was born June '86; Junsu was born December '86; and Changmin, the baby, was born February '88. Yes, I know the birthdays of people I've never met but yet I can't remember/don't know the birthdays of half my friends.
I have bad habits. Very bad habits. And weird quirks. Like, I like the smell of Sharpie and people always tell me you can get high off of Sharpies but I only get headaches, like when I'm out of black markers and have to use Sharpies instead, after about 15-20 minutes, my head hurts. I also like the smell of gasoline but I tend to stay away from that. Habits? Common ones, popping my fingers and worse ones like forgetting to brush my teeth in the mornings during vacation and I never remember until about three hours later.
I love reading FanFictions, almost any and all pairings/genres/fandom UNLESS they're really ones I can't stand or I've never read/watched the original. Lately, however, I want ones that have no pairings or very minor pairings. VERY minor. Like it's mentioned in passing. The same goes for novels. It's why i like Roc Fantasy (publishing company) so much, because it barely has any pairings, at least the ones I've read anyways.
I want to travel some day, after I've retired and have made a bunch of money and learned several different languages, including but not limited to, Japanese, Korean, Mandarin, Thai, etc. I want to go the British Isles, Europe in general, Japan, Korea, Thailand, China, Cambodia, and Australia.
My dreams, well, I have several. It jumps from idea to idea because I'm the sort of person who gets bored very quickly. I think the only things that have been constant throughout my life are reading, writing, art, and music (classic instruments). However, what can I do with reading? Writing, I do want to give a shot and am doing that now but because I'm so fickle, I never finish any of them...well, not novel lenth. Probably like kids' books length, like the Boxcar Children. Art is something I love desprately. However, like music, I would never want it to become a job because to me, it would then become an obligation rather than something I want to do. I envy those who follow their passion and although it becomes an obligation, it never feels like it to them. But, this is my way of thinking. Sure, I work well under pressure, but when it becomes an all-the-time thing, I grow to resent it and I never want to come to resent something I love.
Anyways, right now, I want to become a psychologist/psychiatrist. This is the thing that has lasted about two years now, one of the longest. Physical therapist has been around about eight months and optometrist is a passing fancy so far that was inspired because my eyesight is so bad. Actually, the thought of it crossed my mind about two years ago when I went in for new prescriptions and again when I just went in for another new pair of prescriptions about a week ago.
I think, that's all for now. This is my thoughts currently and Prologue is not yet complete. After all, I still have my childhood, my teenage years, and all my thoughts on it, me, and the people around me.
